flowers and jumping

i have this urge of jumping into a plane to manila. jon is there right now. aside from i really want to be with him, i really wish that i can go home and prepare our wedding myself. (but if i do go home i don't know if i can still afford a wedding, i'll probably just elope)

he is scheduled to spend quality time with our wedding coordinator. i hope everything goes well. i'm always bugging him for details and also for things that he shouldn't forget. hahaha and at the same time i can't get enough of hearing his voice even though i usually throw tantrums while we are talking. i hate being away from him.

right now, i am thinking about the flower arrangements that i want to see in our wedding - listing down the flowers that i like and thinking if everything will go well together. hehehe i even asked jon to go to dangwa to check out the flowers there that is if he still has time. he will only be in manila for a week and then fly back to japan.

yey, 9 months before the wedding...